Blargh. Feeling so very very bored. It's only the beginning of summer and I feel like I have nothing to do. Spent today talking to Jake, Calvin and Gio-Gio, Alex a bit. Nyeh nyeh, I feel like I have nothing valuable to post here~. XD I guess I've been thinking about Alex lately. Meh, sometimes I think I love what I know could be, but not what is. I love what he is when it's just us, but I don't love who he is (annoying, weird, too dorky even for MY group of friends) when we're with everyone else.  And quite frankly, I dunno how I got myself in this position. And where I even want to go. And I know that sounds terrible but I am an extremely impatient person. I don't want a rollercoaster ride, I want results. All I get are promises of change and then regression and then apologies and more promises of change. Sure, it's good that he acknowledges when he gets strange now, but more often than not it's far to late. That's like reazling that it was a bad idea to press the big red button after half the world is blown up. OOPS.

And then there are all the pet peeves I have concerning him. Like killmenow the way he organizes everything. Or the way he alienates me through his CSitude. Bah humbug. And I know he deserves alone time, I don't want to be all clingy. But I wouldn't feel the need to cling if he gave me something to work with. Like an e-mail, or a note, or something sweet, anything. Anything at all. Meh.

On a seperate note, I love you el jay peoples! Been ahwhile. Abbeh, we get to rock out tomorrow ;D! That's probably the only definite plan I have all week, actually, Abbey's partay. Summer, go die in a fire. Well, yesterday and the day before I watched a bunch of movies with Danny.

What we saw:

• Pan's Labyrinth
• Smokin' Aces
• Pi
• Thank You For Smoking

What we need to see:

• Dr. Strangelove: Or how I learned to stop worrying and love the bomb.
  

Wewt. Good times, Pan's is amazing, everyone on Earth ever should see that movie. Pi was just...weird. LOLDRILLTHROUGHHEAD.
Yeah.

Peace. <3